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^_Who am I?_^
I'm just an angel born into the world to share my dreams and talents. I want to meet Peter Pan so he can teach me to fly and take me to Neverland where I can never grow old.
These days, a lot of guys are "going after" me... asking for my number... name.. blahblah... Heck, there was even this desperate creepy guy who texted me one morning and started courted me that noon! i mean, i've never even seen the guy!! And he ended up bugging me since then..
Hindi ko pinayagang manligaw eh... Tinanong q xa kung baket xa mangliligaw eh hindi pa kami nagkikita... "Lonely" daw kasi.. wala daw kulay buhay niya... Sabi q "so sa tingin mo pwede mong ligawan ang kahit na sinong babae taz magkakakulay na buhay mo?" ... it was so frustrating!!
I asked Hannah to tell him to back off... Sabi ni Hannah sa kanya na I needed time and space... Irritatingly, he actually said "what do you mean give her time space??" STUPID!!! And to think he's actually an AB English student in SLU.. GOD, I hope i don't meet him soon.. I don't wanna meet another person who is as smart as a lab rat.
Then there was this other guy... Arnold gave him my number... dunno why... gotta ask him when i get the chance...
Anyway, he started texting me around lunchtime... I was fuming mad that time (don't ask) and i ended up shouting "Cnu ka?!" ... he told me his name... still mad, i asked him where he got my number coz i was thinking this was just another guy texting to irritate me... When he mentioned that Arnold gave the number, I lightened up a bit. They even went to Gonzaga for some weird reason. Too bad i had my class then...
Tapos, when i told him i was gonna be there until six o'clock, he actually offered na sunduin ako!! I mean, wtf?!?!?!?!? The thing is, he's already seen me.. and i can't remember him.. I know he's one of the friends that Arnold introduced me to... but i can't seem to remember him..
Ahh!! Watever...
What's really frustrating... is that no matter how many guys are going after me, there's no "SPARKS" ... parang they're like jerks and dumbasses when compared to Arnold... in the end, siya parin talaga ang hinahanap-hanap ko...
Kaasar naman oh... kung sino yung gusto kong makasama... he's the one who's not "going after" me... he actually gave my number to one of his friends for who knows what reason!!!
I'm confused..
...tOuChEd YoUr HeArT aT...7:34 PM
Monday, September 18, 2006
Saw him again...
Sigh.... after another month of waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting.... Nagkita nanaman kame...
May contest sa Convention kahapon ung Karate Class ko... Andun sila Jona, Jayson, Fidel, Gian, Gerard, Joco, Kot, Dave... kasama din siya.
Pumunta aq... miss ko na kc sila lahat eh.. Yes.. I swear.. hindi aq pumunta para makita xa... Okay fyn.. part un ng reason kung baket aq pumunta.. Peo ung main reason q.. gusto ko na ulet makita sila Jona at Jayson.. Birthday pala ni Jayson nung Sept 15. Buti nagreet ko xa kahapon.. Kaya.. ang saya ko...
Ang nakakatawa... nung pumunta aq Convention, guess kung sino ang pinakaunang nakita ko... Yep... si Arnold.. galing talaga ni FATE noh? Ayun, sinamahan nya akong pumasok.. Taz nakita ko na sila Jona.. by eye contact inasar niya aq.. Kc nga si Arnold ang nagsama sa akin na pumasok.. Asar talaga yun.. hehe..
Taz nakita ko si Joco... di na niya aq kilala... *sob* ... pero naalala pa niya si Ate Angel.. at least!! Maya-maya.. dumating nnman si Arnold.. kasama na si Jayson.. sinundo ata.. hehe.. Napapangiti parin aq pag iniimagine ko yung itsura niya nung nakita niya aq... alam mo yung parang biglang nag-glow yung mukha niya.. wala lang... ang gandang isipin.. hehe
Ayun... usap-usap kami nila Jona at Jayson... Di ko maxado kinausap si Arnold kasi d ko pa talaga alam kung anong sasabihin ko skanya... i mean, naman.. after everything that's happened, babalik nnman aq sa dati... Back off muna.. Ayoko nang masaktan.. nakakabaliw.. pucha..
ANyway, nanalo pala ng silver si Jona at Jayson sa kata... hmm.. nu oa ba nangyari? Wala na naman masyado eh.. Naghintay lang ako.. may program ek-ek pa kasi.. nung malapit na mag 12pm, nagpaalam na ako sa kanila Sensei, kasi Ancquaitance Party namen ng 1pm. Sayang nga daw eh, dinala ko daw sana yung kimono ko para nakiparada din aq... haha.. no thanks.
Nilapitan ko sila... para magpaalam... kasi sigurao, mamimiss ko nanaman sila... Haaayyy... Unang nakakita saken si Jayson kasi naguusap sila Arnold at Jona. Ayun, nagpaalam na ako.. Bago ako umalis, nagexplain na sa akin si Arnold.. tungkol dun sa "Intrams incident" ... Nawala daw fone niya... Pero nagpareserve talaga siya ng ticket for me.. hindi niya lang alam kung paano ibibigay saken... Haayyy... tumango lang ako at pinilit ngumiti... natanong ko lang kasi sa sarili ko: "bakit kaya hindi niya mamemorize ang cellfone number ko para makitext sa iba?" ... Parang lalo tuloy tumatatak sa ulo ko na hindi niya ako mahal.. Kasi siya, nakailang palit na siya ng sim.. pero hanggang ngayon, memorize ko parin lahat ng naging number nya... haaayyyy... Ang tanga tanga ko talaga...
Kinuha ko din lahat ng mga bagong number nila... NakaGLOBE na sila lahat eh.. Una si Arnold.. Taz si Jona... Taz si Jayson... Pinipilit na nga ako ni Jona na mag-globe eh.. Kaso, wala akong perang pambili ng sim... wehehehehehehe... Pagkatapos ng isang yakap kay Jona (nag-usap kami habang nagyakapan... Sinabi ko sa kanya... na simula nung nakita ko si Arnold, nagpipigil na ako ng luha... ang hirap pala makipagplastikan sa puso mo.. masakit masyado... ) , umalis na ako...
