Me, my Anime, and my Guitar..

... No Secrets ...

2010-09-09T19:31:00.004+08:00

Charisse had to be honest with herself and Rhaine...

she couldn't lead him on any longer...

she had to tell him...

And she did...

He looked hurt...

But she had no choice...

No lies...

No pretentions...

But the look on his face...

Couldn't be painted...

And she would always remember that look...

He said he was just thinking...

What if...

What would have happened...

And Charisse couldn't help but think too...

What if...

What would have happened...

But what happened already happened...

What we can do...

Is make the best of what we have...

Do our best...

And let God do the rest...

... Breathless ...

2010-09-08T20:01:00.001+08:00

If our love was a fairy tale

I would charge in and rescue you

On a yacht baby we would sail

To an island where we'd say I do

 And if we had babies they would look like you

It'd be so beautiful if that came true

You don't even know how very special you are

Chorus

You leave me breathless

You're everything good in my life

You leave me breathless

I still can't believe that you're mine

You just walked out of one of my dreams

So beautiful you're leaving me

Breathless

And if our love was a story book

We would meet on the very first page

The last chapter would be about

How I'm thankful for the life we've made

And if we had babies they would have your eyes

I would fall deeper watching you give life

You don't even know how very special you are

 You leave me breathless

You're everything good in my life

You leave me breathless

I still can't believe that you're mine

You just walked out of one of my dreams

So beautiful you're leaving me

 You must have been sent from heaven to earth to change me

You're like an angel

The thing that I feel is stronger than love believe me

You're something special

I only hope that I'll one day deserve what you've given me

But all I can do is try

Every day of my life

You leave me breathless

You're everything good in my life

You leave me breathless

I still can't believe that you're mine

You just walked out of one of my dreams

So beautiful you're leaving me

Breathless

You leave me breathless

You're everything good in my life

You leave me breathless

I still can't believe that you're mine

You just walked out of one of my dreams

So beautiful you're leaving me

Breathless

... When I look at you ...

2010-09-08T19:55:00.002+08:00

Everybody needs inspiration

Everybody needs a song

Beautiful melody, when the night's so long

Cause there is no guarantee

That this life is easy (Yeah)

When my world is falling apart

When there's no light to break up the dark

That's when I, I, I look at you

When the waves are flooding the shore and I

Can't find my way home anymore

That's when I, I, I look at you

When I look at you I see forgiveness, I see the truth

You love me for who I am

 Like the stars hold the moon

Right there where they belong and I know

 I'm not alone Yeah

When my world is falling apart

When there's no light to break up the dark

That's when I, I, I look at you

When the waves are flooding the shore and I

Can't find my way home anymore

That's when I, I, I look at you

You appear just like a dream to me

Just like a kaleidoscope colors that cover me

 All I need every breath that I breathe

 Don't you know you're beautiful

Yeah, yeah

When the waves are flooding the shore and I

Can't find my way home anymore

That's when I, I, I look at you

You appear just like a dream to me

... Everytime ...

2010-09-08T19:43:00.004+08:00

I'm afraid I'm starting to feel

What I said I would not do

The last time really hurt me

 I'm scared to fall in love

Afraid to love so fast

Cuz everytime I fall in love

 It seems to never last

 But every time your love is near

And every time I'm filled with fear

Cuz every time I see your face

My heart does begin to race everytime

One half wants me to go

 One half wants me to stay

I just get so all confused

 I'm scared to fall in love

Afraid to love so fast

 Cuz every time I fall in love

It seems to never last

I'm scared to fall in love

Afraid to love so fast

Cuz everytime I fall in love

 It seems to never last

But every time your love is near

 And every time I'm filled with fear

 Cuz every time... My heart does begin to race everytime

I'm scared to fall in love

Afraid to love so fast

Cuz everytime I fall in love

 It seems to never last

But every time your love is near

 And every time I'm filled with fear

Cuz every time I see your face

 My heart does begin to race everytime

 It's everytime It's everytime Cuz...

Everytime your love is near

And every time I'm filled with fear

Cuz every time I see your face

Could it be that this will be the one that lasts?

The fear does start to erase every time

Oh could it be that this will be the one that lasts

For all my times

 Ooh yeah For all my times

... Today was a Fairytale ...

2010-09-06T20:07:00.003+08:00

Today was a fairytale

You were the prince

I used to be a damsel in distress

You took me by the hand and you picked me up at six

 Today was a fairytale

Today was a fairytale

Today was a fairytale

I wore a dress

You wore a dark grey t-shirt

 You told me I was pretty when I looked like a mess

Today was a fairytale

 Time slows down whenever you're around

But can you feel this magic in the air?

It must have been the way you kissed me

 Fell in love when I saw you standing there

 It must have been the way

Today was a fairytale

It must have been the way

 Today was a fairytale

 Today was a fairytale

You've got a smile that takes me to another planet

Every move you make everything you say is right

Today was a fairytale

Today was a fairytale

 All that I can say is it's getting so much clearer

 Nothing made sense until the time I saw your face

Today was a fairytale

 Time slows down whenever you're around

Yeah yeah

But can you feel this magic in the air?

It must have been the way you kissed me

Fell in love when I saw you standing there

It must have been the way

Today was a fairytale

It must have been the way

Today was a fairytale

Time slows down whenever you're around

 I can feel my heart It's beating in my chest

Did you feel it?

I can't put this down

But can you feel this magic in the air?

 It must have been the way you kissed me

Fell in love when I saw you standing there

 It must have been the way

But can you feel this magic in the air?

 It must have been the way you kissed me

Fell in love when I saw you standing there

 It must have been the way

Today was a fairytale

It must have been the way

Today was a fairytale

... cephalalgia ...

2010-09-04T22:33:00.003+08:00

My head seriously hurts...

Frustration haunts my mind...

Disappointment...

I can't even describe it in words...

Pressure at the back of my neck...

Pain...

Hurting...

I wish it would stop...

Continuous pounding...

Like a drum inside my head...

Never-ending pain...

Please make it stop...

...change ...

2010-09-02T21:28:00.002+08:00

Change...

i never really got used to it no matter how hard i tried to accept that it is a normal part of life.

It just sucks that you've grown used to something constant..

always there..

and you just sit thinking that it will never change..

until suddenly, it does...

in a blink of an eye..

faster than a speeding bullet...

It sucks..

Seasons are changing and waves are crashing and stars are falling all for us...

This would be the time when i'm wishing for everything to stop..

and rewind if possible..

things are moving too fast...

and everything is happening too fast...

too soon..

people are changing...

some appearing..

some disappearing...

others just become a memory...

We were both you when I first saw you...

I remember every best friend I had since i was in preschool...

some still remember me..

some don't even know me anymore..

It's September!

2010-09-01T20:25:00.003+08:00

It's almost Christmas time again for little Angelie... Just a few more months. Today was fun. . As always, she played with her friends until she was too tired to play.

Prince Gaerick and Angelie talked a lot .. His mom just bought him a new goldfish and he just had to show Angelie. She thought it was so cool since she couldn't even take care of a fish for more than a month.

Angelie missed the playground. She hasn't been there for a while since her mom kept bringing her from place to place..

She sat on the swing and just started to move back and forth.. higher and higher.. As the wind blew on her face, she remembered her friends. She used to play with them in this playground. They would push each other on the swing. Have a contest on who could swing the highest. Pretend that the slide was a fortress that no one could enter. It was a whole new world. And now Angelie was in a different world. Slowly, she descended from the swing as it comes to a stop. She walked around the playground, remembering every game they played and every moment.

.. to be continued..

...New Beginning...

2010-08-31T16:04:00.003+08:00

Wow.. It's been almost 4 years since i last posted here.. a lot has happened since.. and I think I'm totally changing the theme of this blog... You'll see how.. In the meantime.. This blog is officially revived. :D

Check out my Slide Show!

2006-12-25T12:07:00.000+08:00

Guys are going after me... but why won't HE?

2006-09-29T19:34:00.000+08:00

These days, a lot of guys are "going after" me... asking for my number... name.. blahblah... Heck, there was even this desperate creepy guy who texted me one morning and started courted me that noon! i mean, i've never even seen the guy!! And he ended up bugging me since then..

Hindi ko pinayagang manligaw eh... Tinanong q xa kung baket xa mangliligaw eh hindi pa kami nagkikita... "Lonely" daw kasi.. wala daw kulay buhay niya... Sabi q "so sa tingin mo pwede mong ligawan ang kahit na sinong babae taz magkakakulay na buhay mo?" ... it was so frustrating!!

I asked Hannah to tell him to back off... Sabi ni Hannah sa kanya na I needed time and space... Irritatingly, he actually said "what do you mean give her time space??" STUPID!!! And to think he's actually an AB English student in SLU.. GOD, I hope i don't meet him soon.. I don't wanna meet another person who is as smart as a lab rat.

Then there was this other guy... Arnold gave him my number... dunno why... gotta ask him when i get the chance...

Anyway, he started texting me around lunchtime... I was fuming mad that time (don't ask) and i ended up shouting "Cnu ka?!" ... he told me his name... still mad, i asked him where he got my number coz i was thinking this was just another guy texting to irritate me... When he mentioned that Arnold gave the number, I lightened up a bit. They even went to Gonzaga for some weird reason. Too bad i had my class then...

Tapos, when i told him i was gonna be there until six o'clock, he actually offered na sunduin ako!! I mean, wtf?!?!?!?!? The thing is, he's already seen me.. and i can't remember him.. I know he's one of the friends that Arnold introduced me to... but i can't seem to remember him..

Ahh!! Watever...

What's really frustrating... is that no matter how many guys are going after me, there's no "SPARKS" ... parang they're like jerks and dumbasses when compared to Arnold... in the end, siya parin talaga ang hinahanap-hanap ko...

Kaasar naman oh... kung sino yung gusto kong makasama... he's the one who's not "going after" me... he actually gave my number to one of his friends for who knows what reason!!!

I'm confused..

Saw him again...

2006-09-18T20:37:00.000+08:00

Sigh.... after another month of waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting....
Nagkita nanaman kame...

May contest sa Convention kahapon ung Karate Class ko... Andun sila Jona, Jayson, Fidel, Gian, Gerard, Joco, Kot, Dave... kasama din siya.

Pumunta aq... miss ko na kc sila lahat eh.. Yes.. I swear.. hindi aq pumunta para makita xa... Okay fyn.. part un ng reason kung baket aq pumunta.. Peo ung main reason q.. gusto ko na ulet makita sila Jona at Jayson.. Birthday pala ni Jayson nung Sept 15. Buti nagreet ko xa kahapon.. Kaya.. ang saya ko...

Ang nakakatawa... nung pumunta aq Convention, guess kung sino ang pinakaunang nakita ko... Yep... si Arnold.. galing talaga ni FATE noh? Ayun, sinamahan nya akong pumasok.. Taz nakita ko na sila Jona.. by eye contact inasar niya aq.. Kc nga si Arnold ang nagsama sa akin na pumasok.. Asar talaga yun.. hehe..

Taz nakita ko si Joco... di na niya aq kilala... *sob* ... pero naalala pa niya si Ate Angel.. at least!! Maya-maya.. dumating nnman si Arnold.. kasama na si Jayson.. sinundo ata.. hehe.. Napapangiti parin aq pag iniimagine ko yung itsura niya nung nakita niya aq... alam mo yung parang biglang nag-glow yung mukha niya.. wala lang... ang gandang isipin.. hehe

Ayun... usap-usap kami nila Jona at Jayson... Di ko maxado kinausap si Arnold kasi d ko pa talaga alam kung anong sasabihin ko skanya... i mean, naman.. after everything that's happened, babalik nnman aq sa dati... Back off muna.. Ayoko nang masaktan.. nakakabaliw.. pucha..

ANyway, nanalo pala ng silver si Jona at Jayson sa kata... hmm.. nu oa ba nangyari? Wala na naman masyado eh.. Naghintay lang ako.. may program ek-ek pa kasi.. nung malapit na mag 12pm, nagpaalam na ako sa kanila Sensei, kasi Ancquaitance Party namen ng 1pm. Sayang nga daw eh, dinala ko daw sana yung kimono ko para nakiparada din aq... haha.. no thanks.

Nilapitan ko sila... para magpaalam... kasi sigurao, mamimiss ko nanaman sila... Haaayyy... Unang nakakita saken si Jayson kasi naguusap sila Arnold at Jona. Ayun, nagpaalam na ako.. Bago ako umalis, nagexplain na sa akin si Arnold.. tungkol dun sa "Intrams incident" ... Nawala daw fone niya... Pero nagpareserve talaga siya ng ticket for me.. hindi niya lang alam kung paano ibibigay saken... Haayyy... tumango lang ako at pinilit ngumiti... natanong ko lang kasi sa sarili ko: "bakit kaya hindi niya mamemorize ang cellfone number ko para makitext sa iba?" ... Parang lalo tuloy tumatatak sa ulo ko na hindi niya ako mahal.. Kasi siya, nakailang palit na siya ng sim.. pero hanggang ngayon, memorize ko parin lahat ng naging number nya... haaayyyy... Ang tanga tanga ko talaga...

Kinuha ko din lahat ng mga bagong number nila... NakaGLOBE na sila lahat eh.. Una si Arnold.. Taz si Jona... Taz si Jayson... Pinipilit na nga ako ni Jona na mag-globe eh.. Kaso, wala akong perang pambili ng sim... wehehehehehehe... Pagkatapos ng isang yakap kay Jona (nag-usap kami habang nagyakapan... Sinabi ko sa kanya... na simula nung nakita ko si Arnold, nagpipigil na ako ng luha... ang hirap pala makipagplastikan sa puso mo.. masakit masyado... ) , umalis na ako...

Random thoughts...

2006-08-28T20:26:00.000+08:00

Haaayy... Graduation memories... Gandang balik balikan... Iyakan talaga nun... Kahit yung mga di ko inaasahang iiyak, umiyak. Try nyo aq hanapin jan <------------ Clue: Katabi ko best guy friend q.. hehehe... Saya noh??

Anyway... hmm... anu ba topic natin ngayon?? Palabas na pala Super Inggo... ang daming cute!! wehehehehe...

Waahh!!! Opening na ng BAP bukas!! T_T di aq mkakapanood... ASAR... Andun pa naman Jayson... Tsaka kapatid ko... wah... gud luck nalang sa lahat... Pucha... nakakamiss din pala ang Varsity!! Di ako mkapagbasketbol d2 animal!! *pout*

Hmm... lumabas nnman kami ni Hannah!! Hehehehe... sarap kumain!! Nilibre niya aku sa Greenwich... kea e2... and2 kami ngayon s Outer Haven..

Haayy... Birthday pala ni Arnold ngayon.. As usual, hindi kami nagkita... kea hindi ko sya nagreet... May regalo pa naman aq sa kanya... Nagpalit nnman kasi ng sim... kea di q rin xa matext... kaasar... Haayyy...

Anyway... Birthday din pala ni Trish!! hehe... Grineet q xa kanina pewo ewan kung nareceive niya...

Wah. Bakit wala naq mapagusapan???

Sugod sa MG!!!

2006-08-25T18:19:00.000+08:00

Kawaii!!! hahaha...
Okai... so wala kami klase sa Sept. 1 & 2... kaya nagkaroon ng conspiracy ang mga taga-Baguio na gooseans.. SUGOD SA MG!! hehe... Sept 1 daw.. sugod sa MG lahat ng Baguio gooseans... kawawa nanaman si Mang Jun! hehe... Hmm... Muztah na kaya Sir Samson? ... la lngz.. nkakamiss din pala ung mga green jokes niya... hehehehe

Hmm... kktapos exams kanina... Nkakaantok English.. Sakit sa ulo pero madali ang Math.... at bwisit ang Psychology!! Baket ba kamo?? Pano ba naman... Magbibigay ng test questions ng hiwahiwalay ang papel!! Tapos hindi pa nakalagay kung alin ang Test 1 or 2 or watever!! Tapos magtatanong lang ako para magclarify ng directions ng pagsagot sa exam paper... tinaasan ba naman ako ng boses!!! Feeling niya siguro ang bobo bobo ko kasi napaka "simpleng " directions hindi ko masundan!! Malay ba kung anong mga pinagsasasabi niya!! Langhiya!!!

Ayan... nailabas ko rin yung galit ko... hhaaaayyyy....
Nagkita nanaman kami ni Hannah kanina.. hehe... so far di pa naman kami nagsasawa sa isa't isa... Ipapakilala niya dapat saken si bago niyang "luv"... kaso nacancel.. ayaw ata siya ipakilala sa akin ni FATE.. kea ayun.. may utang xang tulog saken... kea ililibre niya aq ng MCDO bukas!! Party!! hehe...

Nga pala!! Game knb kanina!! Guess who kung sino yung naglaro at nanalo hanggang sa P1M round?? ... Si Sir Harlik!! Yung choreographer namen nung 3rd year na namamato ng tsinelas!! wahahaha... Ayun. Naglaro. hehe... walalang..

Hmm... anu pb mga nangyari kanina? Kinausap na din aq ng napakatahimik kong kaklaseng rakistah... hehe... ewan q ba.. parang ngayon lang talaga kami nagkausap. Di niya kc aq mxado pinapansin.. Prang d nga ata niya alam pangalan ku.. hehe... Saya niya pero kasama tsaka kausap.. nkakatawa.. hehe... tsaka nakakasilaw ang sinag ng kanyang ngiti... Hay! kung makita nyo lang... kelangan nyo ng shades.. hehe

Hhaayyy... miss ko na ang buhay hayskul!! Langya!! Dun kasi hindi nababasa sa ulan ang sapatos mo every bagyo!! bad 3p... Tsaka hindi masungit mga teachers.. nkkasar mga teacherz d2.. d mo mkausap ng matino..

Ah bazta... update nalang aq kung may bagong pangyayari... hehe... gutom naq eh... tsaka 1 hour lng aq d2... babai!!!

Exams!! Pasaway!!

2006-08-24T19:51:00.000+08:00

VANNESS!!! wahahahahaha!! ehem...

Exams namen bukas!! 3 subjects: English, Math, and Pshychology!! Pero asan ako? And2 sa internet cafe at nagbblog!! Pasaway talaga!! Langya. Sermon nnman ang makukuha q nito..

Anyway.. I just wanna inform about stuff that's been happening lately..

Sa school.. masaya na ang PE.. we had a practicum kanina.. Polka sa Nayon. then we finally moved on from Folk Dance to Ballroom!! Yeah!! Kaso.. kala q madali lng ung chachacha.. pucha ang hirap animal!! Kelangan pasunudin mo yung pwet mo!! Bat kasi pinalitan pa nila ung cha-cha!! ang dali dali na nga nun dati, pinalitan pa nila.. Tuloy.. nagpaikotikot kami dun sa room na parang ewan.. Sa tuesday, film viewing daw kami.. ewan kung anu ung papanoorin.. Nakasalubong q si hannah after ng klase... swerte nga niya eh.. Hindi daw mglulunch.. Nilibre q sa McDo.. hehehe

Tapos un.. usapusap kami.. pinanood q sila mgpractice sa PE... d q parin alam kung kelan niya aq papakilala kay *tooooooooooooooooooooot* !!! Anyway. Microbio lecture na namen... Medyo bumabait na si Oda for sum reason.. Terror kasi.. Nangiinsulto.. Kahit hindi deretchahan.. bato bato sa langit.. Wah..

Tapos after nun... tambay muna aq sa building namen... nood ng basketball at volleyball.. gus2 q sana makisama eh.. kaso nung sasama naq, dumating ung guard.. bawal ata.. asar!! kea umalis naq.. pinuslit q muna ung cap nung classmate ku.. hehe namimiss q tuloy si Andre... ayun.. nagkita ulit kami ni Hannah.. kumain nnman kami... ang dami naming nakitang gooseans!! Sunod-sunod namin silang nakita!! Asteg!!..

Ayun.. nung 4pm na, exam na namen sa Microbio Lab.. goodbye na kami... Sa exam, ang dali nung written.. chicken little... kaso pagdating sa Practical test, pamatay!! Focusing ng microscope.. 20 secs ba naman!! Ewan na kung ano ung nakita q dun!! hehehe...

After nun, tumambay muna aq sa fountain.. Nagbasa ng pocketbuk... pag nagreview kc aq, 22lugan q lng... kea nagliwaliw muna aq... taz naggrocery saglit... tapos d2 na aq napadpad..

Astig nga kanina eh... apat ba naman ang katext q ng sabay sabay.. doble doble pa sila magtext.. haha... bilib aq sa sarili q tuloy... hehehe

Kachat q pala si LEVI kanina... kinausap niya aq eh... ang cute ng stat message niya sumthing about x is 76 percent of yadda yadda math equation thingy.. taz pagdating sa huli: ANONG APLIYEDO NI JOLLIBEE? ... SYet!! hahaha... chinat siya aq... alam q daw ba ung sagot.. langya.. inatake ng kakornihan for sum reason... tinanong q nga kung tapos na exams niya.. Ang alam daw niya tapos na... langya talaga... hay!!!

Pucha... kelangan q na umalis... babagsak aq sa exam n2ng gnagawa q... babai mga tol!!

Okei pala d2... pwede ka magmura!! wahahahahahaha!!

I can finally be ME...

2006-08-22T16:32:00.000+08:00

Eto na... bubuhayin q na ulet blog ko... hehehe... la lngz... mas konti kc nkakaalam nito kea mas madaming pwedeng sabihin... Bubuhayin q na rin ulet diary q... ^_^

Okei... so i guess gus2 nyo na malaman kung ano na nangyari saken for the past year... Trust me, pag kinwento ko lahat, hindi na mgkakasya d2.. so imagine nyo nalang kung ano nangyari sa buhay ko since pinanood q yung Harry Potter.. wahahaha

Anyway... just a little info... I am now a current resident of Baguio City... a first year Nursing student in Saint Louis University... waaaaa... tagalog nalang... sawa naq magEnglish sa blog...

Anyway.. about my title... Since nagstart kc aq mag-aral sa SLU, I felt different. It's like this whole new part of me has finally come out... and i'm loving it!! Sa section ko kasi, wala aq mxado schoolmates.. Si Aicha lang.. so i don't have to pretend to be this simple girl who doesn't have her own style..

I finally have other people looking up to me... Ang sarap ng feeling!! Yun bang sobrang hinahangaan ka ng mga tao... Dati kc sa MG, parang lag akong minamaliit for some reason... But sa section ko, I'm one of those people on top.. Ang taas ng grade ko sa Math (which is not really surprising for me), and mataas din grade ko sa English. People admire me kc magaling daw ako sumayaw, magaling magdrowing, magaling magguitar, magaling magbasketball... Parang idol tuloy ako ng bayan... hehe... I'm not boasting if that's what your thinking.. I'm just saying kung gaano kasarap ang feeling.. When people idolize me for what i worked hard for.. Ang saya!!

But kahit gaano kasarap ang maidolize, may kulang parin... I feel so LONELY. Coz after 3 months in college, wala parin aqng nahahanap na pwedeng maging new college best friend.. Anjan si Hannah.. but nagkikita lng kami pag bukas ang sched namin pareho.. we have the grandest of times kahit palakad-lakad lng kami all over Baguio!! Pero i want someone i can be with in class... Yun bang kachismisan.. Kakwentuhan pag wala ang teacher.. Waaaaa... sana matapos na ang sem!! Para sabay na kami mageenroll at maging magkklase kami!! Pinipilit q nga xa lumipat sa boarding haus q eh.. hhhaaayyy... xet.. bat ang lungkot ng college life ko!?!?!?!

hay! bahala na... basta w8 for my next post nalang... ^_^ see yah dudes and dudettes!! muwah!!

Harry Potter!!!

2005-11-18T14:40:00.000+08:00

Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire

I'm here at Nepo right now... Netopia... kktapos lng namin panoorin ung Goblet of Fire... Kasama ko si Hannah, Romeo, Cocoi, Vanessa, & Mark... dami rin gooseans d2... cla Krissa, Grace, Angelique, Carl, etc. Basta un na un...

Card day namin ngaun!!! Ala klase!!! saya saya... wala lang... Guess what??? Top 6 ako over-all!!! Di me mkapaniwala na nataasan ko c Alvi and Jeric and Justine... Gwabe... Tie c Marz at c Monica sa 1st... tapos nataasan din ni Yves si Issa...

Nagkaroon din ng exhibition ung art club 2day... sa THE room... dinisplay ung mga art works namin... nalate nga me ng uwi yesterday kc ng-ayos kmi dun eh...

May sakit din c Mam Moyano 2day, so c Mam Ely ung nagbgay ng card namin... Get Well Soon Mam!!!

Gwabe ung lamig sa sinehan kanina!!! Naninigas na ako sobra... buti nalang naka-polo c Mark... pinahram niya me... hehe...

Kumain kmi sa KFC, sira si Romeo... ginawa ba namang ice cream ung mashed potatoes??? Ang weird... Bumili din me ng pin button... Green Day... cute nung binili ni Hannah "Certified Sex Instructor" hehe... baka nakawin ni Sir DomDom!!! wehehe...

Sayonara...

Fairy Tales on Halloween

2005-11-04T14:05:00.000+08:00

"Fairy Tales on Halloween"

That was the theme of the Halloween Party that I attended last Oct. 31... It was a lot of fun!!! And it was (would you believe it...) the first Halloween Party I attended after 10 years!!! The last time I attended a Halloween Party was back in my pre-school days!!

Anyway... we (Jessica, Chara, and me) were invited by Mommy Ganda to attend a Halloween party sponsored by the JCBD... an organization wherein she's the Chairperson... At first, everyone (including myself) thought that I couldn't make it... especially when it will be held at the Eternal Gardens at 7-12 midnight...

It was so much fun!!! I went as a witch (with really black nails!!). Chara went as a fairy (with cute little wings). Jessica came as an enchantress or something, I don't really know (all i know is her gown was awesome!!!), Krystelle was a witch, too. (wicked!), Trish went as "Maid in Manhattan" (according to mommy ganda), Andre dressed up as the grim reaper (with a cap on???!!), Ate Xyra was an angel (originally Krystelle's idea but it really suited Ate Xyra), Joshua (another one of Krystelle's cuzzins) went as the lead singer of Green Day (he really did look like him though...), Chelsea (who came at the last minute) went as an ice queen or something, and Mika (may-ka) (Chara's cuzzin from Manila) went as a white lady... there were a lot of fairies... even Zorro (baby joel) and the Flash was there!!!

When it was time to go (i was supposed to go with Chara), I stayed behind and decided to go with Krystelle home. I stayed behind, celebrated Mommy Ganda's birthday (nov. 1) and danced all night long!!! until the time came when we were so sleepy and a mellow song was playing on the radio. We (me, krystelle, joshua, andre, trish, and another guy [forgot the name... heeeheee]) formed a circle and talked about everything under the sun... until it was almost 2am!!! I went outside for a while when I started feeling OP in the group to look at the stars... ganda ng stars nun... dami stars na di mo makikita in a normal night...

Tapos, when I went back inside Andre made a remark na i was nervous daw kc I was supposed to be at home by 11pm... darn.. so everyone decided to take me home in their van (I didn't say a thing I swear!!!). Andre drived as usual and I sat up front with Krystelle. They took me all the way to the gate of my house where I got off and said goodbye..

This was definitely one unforgettable night for me.... Sayonara...

INTRAMURALS!!!

2005-10-28T18:39:00.000+08:00

Oh My God!!! I'm so tired!!! I've been working myself out these days!!! Sorry I took so long to update my blog... Anyway, today was the last day of out Intramurals... Well, it was supposed to be... until it rained and the admin had to postpone the basketball chamionships to Nov. 7!!! One good thing about it is that I can get a LOT of rest and I can heal the wounds I got from my so-called "accident" yesterday... Ow...

Our Intramurals were held for 3 days since Wednesday(which was not a very good day and I'd rather not talk about it...) Yesterday was so much fun though!!! 1st of all, we won the volleyball game against the Sophomores and we won the championship game this morning against the Juniors!!! The same thing went for the boys except they faught against the Freshmen for the Championship... They won!!! They were so happy that after 3 years of trying, they finally won the Championship in volleyball!!!

Anyway, yesterday afternoon, we (seniors girls) played against the sophomores for the elimination round of the Basketball games... I was on a roll at the beginning... until they said that I was a ball hogger... so i ended up just passing the ball around... i never scored another shot after that... I made a pretty cool Ben Wallace rebound though!! wahaha... We were supposed to have the Championship games against the Juniors (yikes...) today but it was cancelled because of the rain... so here i am right now... playing Gunbound with Hannah, Mark, and Carlos (who still can't beat me!!!) in the new improved Rixelle's computer center in YMCA... la lng...

A lot more happened during our Intramurals but i I record all if them here... there'll be no more space!!! I think I'll keep some of them to myself... Especially those I shared with HIm... wahahahaa

Great Day...

2005-10-13T18:27:00.000+08:00

Hey there!!! Today was the Provincial Round for our Statistics Contest... There were some "modifications" from last time though...
1] The quiz this time was ORAL... (this means the 'quiz bee style')
2] K. Sy was sick so Toph-Toph took her place in the contest...
3] It was Sir LJ's and our first time to make it to the provincial level.. so we didn't know exactly what to expect...

Ok, so here's the big deal... the contest was held at TESDA, Lingayen... [yeah, you guessed it... I got carsick again... Ugh.] and we had a BIG problem this morning... We didn't have a ride!!! and commuting would take years... So, we came up with a plan... Would you believe that we actually asked SIR SAMSON for a ride to Lingayen!! wahahaha... ehem..

When we arrived, [I thought I was gonna be sick...] we walked around to look for where we were supposed to go... We got registered and found out that we were the second team to arrived!!! Oh yeah, while we were walking around (the ground was a little stony, and muddy), Christopher had a little 'accident'... He slipped on some of the mud!!! Lucky he didn't fall down on it though... wahaha...

Anyway, would you believe that we were the 2nd team who arrived there... We were already around 30 mins. late... After a while, the Manaoag Nat'l High team arrived and guess who their coach was: Sir Leo Aradanas!!! And he was still how I remembered him to be... Strict and Serious...

Anyway, the contest went on and we ended up being 2nd place... with only a one-point lead!!! Aaaarrrgghhh... I was so frustrated that I... never mind.. it's done... maybe it really wasn't meant to be...

We arrived at school at lunchtime and we were greeted by the teachers and some of my batchmates... We answered all their questions then I had lunch with Sharlyn. As usual, the creepy guy was there... After eating, we played a bit of "Truth or Dare" with the coke bottle... It was really fun!!! I found out that Hannah prefers to have S** with Tweety that with Twete... That Chubby has a crush: ******... <-- guess who?? [wahaha]... and check this out... They asked me if I still loved "you-know-who" and I admitted that I still do... under the condition that I forget every bad thing about him... They failed to ask, however, who my latest crush is... wahahahahahaha.... ehem...

After that, we spent the whole afternoon in the Arts room 'coz Sir Astadan arrived late... The Einstein class was dissappointed though, when Sir finally arrived at 3:00... So, I just stayed downstairs and finished reading my book report.

After our class in Science Research, I played sipa again with Yeng and Toph Toph until they decided to play one-on-one. I just sat beck on a chair and read my book report while they play. The thing is, Toph kept kicking the sipa on the roof... So, every time the roof made a sound, I stood up from my chair so they can get it... It kept that way until Andre, Mark, and Kevin arrived and started playing sipa... I couldn't resist...

Before we went home, Andre challenged me to a game... He wanted to beat me 12-0 but I scored!!! wahaha... Anyway, I still lost though.. It was so not fair... I'm getting back at you for it!!! After that, he challenged Yeng [who I cheered] and was finally beaten!!!

I went home with Chara and on the way, I saw Andre walking to Mouse House to meet donkey and their mom... I haven't seen her for a while now... wonder how she's doing... Anyway, I gotta go.. bye!!!

Creepy stalker...

2005-10-11T19:13:00.000+08:00

Ok so I'm TOTALLY creeped out!!! Even Sharlyn and Krystelle get "the creepy feeling" every time he comes near us... It's like this...

First of all, he sticks to us like super glue!!! He follows us wherever we go... even the girls' Comfort Room!!!

Second of all, he thinks that only after 1 or 2 weeks, he's already in "close terms" with us... He grabs us, taps us [annoyingly really], and even makes "kulit" about our crushes and life stories!!! It's so irritatingly annoying!!!

Third, he actually said "I Love You" to Sharlyn and Rose Ann!!! I haven't really heard it... but just imagining it gives me "creepy tingles" down my spine again... The thing is.., since he's been following me around everywhere, I have the stinking feeling that I might be the next victim!!! Puullleeaazzzeee... the last thing I need right now is to hear those words from a creepy, weird, second year kid who thinks too much of himself...

I tried seeking help from by guy buds but all they do is smirk and say "That's so cool!" Andre even told me that he wanted to meet him!! Argh! Honestly, I can't stand 5 seconds with him without getting the "creepy feeling."

There are peactically only three things that can get my mind off this "creepy stuff" right now:
1] All the loads of work given to me by Sir Dom Dom
2] Watching my favorite Anime...
3] Talking with by best friends and the Chinese Mafia... (they're the best!)

I just hope that this freaky guy gets the message after some time... Anyway, I think I'll introduce him to Andre tomorrow...

Ala na talaga...

2005-10-08T18:17:00.000+08:00

Oh, well... i guess we blew our last chance for the semi-finals... lost the game against EDNAS... It was REALLY close though... During the last two minutes, they were only ahead by 3 points!!

Masaya parin pero... Sila Chara, Jessica & Jenela sigaw ng sigaw everytime nagshoshoot ung kalaban... almost got deaf because of it...

We admit though that we had fun... Andun c Sarah... after 2 years pasakit parin... after just 2 mins. in the court, naka 3 foul na xa... wehehe

Oo nga pala... ala c Sir Leo kanina.. So cla Froilan at Sir JP ang tumulong kanina... Sir Leo had an emergency so he went home to Baguio... We survived though... We dedicated the game to him... even though we lost... we fought for him...

We practiced for the cheer dance today... Humanda sa monday ung mga hindi umattend... napakahabang sermon ang makukuha nila samin ni Sharlyn...

Caregiver ni Andre ung nagturo sa min... And we have a LOT of surprises in store for the lower batch... wahahaha... It's kinda expensive though... but it's worth it...

I gotta go.. BYE...

I can't believe we won...

2005-10-07T21:43:00.000+08:00

I still can't believe that we [Monica, K. Sy, and I] actually won the Statistics Quiz this morning... After an hour of racking out brains for the right answers, we actually scored the highest [86 points in total; Monai got 32 while K. Sy and I got 27] out of more or less 10 schools in Dagupan. Now, we get to qualify for the regional round on Oct. 13. It sucks I tell you... now we have to rack our brains more!!!

Well, after all that we actually got 500 pesos as prize money... We went to McDo in CSI Square afterwards to celebrate and I actually saw Armando!!! He still looked the same.. a little more rugged this time though... I miss his Toblerones!!! waahh...

I just had ice cream then Sir LJ and I went back to school while the others went home... By the time we arrives all I could hear was one word: "Congratz!!!" Almost everyone I meet said it... It was a little cool at first but it got a little tiring [especially when the same people kept greeting you everytime you meet...] Oh, and check this out... even Sir Dom Dom congratulated me!!! I was like... 'woah'...

We had our basketball practice today after an intense game of the boys against LNU... The score was tied during the last two minutes and I found myself shouting and screaming with the Chinese Mafia everytime the ball was stolen... It was a little hard on the lungs... and the throat... BTW, only six of us practised today... so it was agreed that only those who attended practice wil play tomorrow...

I also got to chat Chara about 10 mins. ago... We talked about some stuff... Life, school.. and she kept bugging me about getting popular... Oi... but I had to admit it was fun to be famous [also when you're on the tarpauline banner of the new branch of Musician's corner!!!]... I guess it makes a difference when you get known by people other than playing sipa...

Anyway, I really gotta go.. I've got a TON of things to do... Cheering practice... game tomorrow against EDNAS... BYE...

FEU exams

2005-10-01T17:32:00.000+08:00

Hey! Just finished FEU exams this morning!!! Okay so i was a little late but I made it... There was English, and very easy Science section, Average Math, and a very confusing Abstract Reasoning section... It was fun though... The funny part was when after the exam, everybody kept asking how i got in the room without them noticing!!!!

Anyway, I really gotta tell you about yesterday's symposium... Some doctors [including the doctor who gave birth to me: Dra. Ellen Manzano] came over to UL and gave us a lecture about Adolescence... It was really interesting: Growth, Mentruation, even Sex... There was a gross part though... when they showed pictures of really BAD cases of STD... even Kevin had to barf!! YEch...

Oh yeah, another thing that happened yesterday... you see, after watching a game of the boys against JDV [which they won again], the CAT officers formed us [the privates] and made us march and commanded us and everything... it was getting a little interesting especially when Levi started taking over... until IT happened... I was running toward Levi when he started calling us.. and I TRIPPED... right on the hard, rough, concrete quadrangle and ended up scratching my knees and hands... i quickly washed it with water before the officers poured alcohol on it... But, crazier than i was, i still joined the platoons [no matter how painful my wounds were] and went home with Yves at about 5:30...

Okay, time for the news for today... AFter the exams, i went with my batchmates to the mall to have lunch. It was me, Kylie, John Ray, Anna R., Romulo, Anna Kat, Sarah & Thrina... We walked around the mall a little after eating... then ended up playing in the arcade.. We played basketball, the dance-with-the-arms thingy and the hulog-piso thingy and the other thingys in the arcade that give out tickets... After that [or rather when we already ran out of cash], we walked around the mall a little more. This time, it was Ralph Neil, Thrina, Anna, Romulo, Anna Kat, and I walking around the mall...

We met the other guys outside the theater [after they watched "The Cave"] and even met Kylie and JR [who watched "Dubai"]. We hung around the mall a little longer. Going here and there and everywhere... Finally, we went to the National bookstore and took a look at some [or all] books... Romulo kept commenting on how much we read and how much "addicted" we were [as he put it] in reading... I urged him to read some interesting books but he was really choosy... I ment REALLY....

Anyway, after a while, I decided it was time to go home... So, I said goodbye and headed for the jeeps... until I saw them... some very familiar little ladies. It was Trish and Krystelle with their Mom and grampa... I went over and gave them a hug... They asked me to come along but I really had to go home... gotta log out now... Bye...

3 loses, 1 win

2005-09-25T16:56:00.000+08:00

3 loses, 1 win... 2 more games to go...

Just finished a game this morning against JDV... it was really fun!!! Okay, so it was a little painful but we still enjoyed it... Lost again though... Finally pero, hindi ko na nabibitawan ung bola!!! Yehey!!!! Ehem... anyway... medyo maayos naman laro namina sa umpisa... di makadrive si Marquez!!! wahaha... hehe

1st five ako... point guard... kasama si Nica C., Jessica, Rufy Ann, and Crystal as center. Nakashoot ako!!! weee... Anyway, binabad ako sobra sa 1st quarter.. tapos hindi me pa mahanap tubig ko.. super dehydrated ko na nun... pero nahanap me rin...

Di muna ako pnasok sa 2nd quarter pero... Mash, Alyssa, Cynara... sila muna naglaro... pahinga muna ako.. problema, hindi maxado maganda laro ni Kapitan Bola [no offense]... ilang beses naagawan... pagdating tuloy ng 3rd quarter medyo malaki na ang lamang...

Nung last mins. na ng 4th quarter, hindi na cnersyoso... nilabas na lahat... hindi na rin pinasok si Marquez... muntik na nga makipagsuktukan si Thrina eh...

Pero masaya talaga sobra!!! Ang sayang maglaro ng basketball!!! Basta, kailangan talaga naming manalo sa next two games namin para magkaroon pa ng chance for semi-finals... Pero with magandang training and practice, baka pag nakapasok kami semi-finals... baka may chance na makabawi kami sa mga nakatalo sa amin...

Anyway, thanks nalang sa mga sumoporta... and sa mga Spectrums, kahit natalo... at least nag-enjoy tayo!!!

hayy...

2005-09-24T14:14:00.000+08:00

Hey... talo naman kami sa game kanina... K lang pero... at least kahit papano may improvement naman... bago na coach namin... Kalaban city high... may play na rin kami... hindi maxado gumana pero kasi naka man-to-man depensa sila... pang zone defense ung play namin eh... Medyo nabutas ung depensa nung 1st at 2nd quarter pero maganda na rin nung huli na...

May game ulit kami bukas... JDV naman ang kalaban... [pilayin nyo si Marquez!!! wahaha] pustahan tau siya nanaman gagawa lahat ng points... basta dadaanin nalang naming sa depensa...

in fairness... masakit pala mafoul ng city high... na blocking foul pa ako kahit siya ang bumangga sakin... lupit... anyway, at least buo parin ang suporta ng MG samin... biro mo medyo madami din nanood kanina...

Problema nga lang... hindi nanood ung inaasahan kong manonood... asar...

Oo nga pala... nagauditions si Krystelle for Pinoy Pop Superstar... sa Baguio... kakatext nya lang sakin kanina... Biro mo, hindi siya natanggap!!! Anong klase mga judges naman un... Basta Krystelle, for us your still the best!!! Bawi ka nalang American Idol!!! wahahaha

Anyway, that's the end of my tiring day... not to mention going to the mall and stuffung myself with Barbecue chicken from mcdo!!! wahaha... Gotta go... Thanks for caring...

blah

2005-09-21T13:32:00.000+08:00

Time for exams!!! Okay, so tumakas lang ako from skul... pumunta me rixelle's para i-update tong blog na to... pasaway nga rin c sharlyn eh... d2 xa ngaun... wahahaha

ehem... anywayz... nagmamadali na ako dahil 1:30 na ay hindi pa ako kumakain... inaantay na ako ng mom ko sa bahay... pag wala pa ako dun ng 2pm... tigok na ako..

half day lang kasi kami... the school is experimenting on the 3-day exam thingy...

kwento me lang ung napakagandang chess game kanina... 3 on 3... Toph, marz at ronnald VS Andre, Yeng, at JBAP... ganda ganda na noh.. lamang na lamang na cla Andre... namomroblema na cla Toph... hanggang sa gumawa si Yeng ng napakaewan na move... pinakain ba naman niya ung rooke!!! Sabi pa niya: "Checkmate!!! Checkmate!!! Wahahahaha!!!" Hanggang sa kainin ni Toph ng rooke ung ginalaw niya.... saya noh??? Ngaun, kilala siya ng Chinese Mafia as the "Patalo sa chess..."

la lng

kaaliw lng

comment naman kau pipol....

bye bye

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Mamamatay nako!!!!

2005-09-19T17:27:00.000+08:00

Grabe... sobra sobra na trabahp bnibigay sakin... enumerate ko pa kung gusto nyo...
(di nman me mxado mahilig magenumerate noh??? sarcastically speaking...)

1] Book Report sa English na due next next week... lupit ni Sir Dom pumili ng book... un pang bihira ibenta sa bookstores...

2] May nagpapatulong sa summary ng Book Report... Daryl (garcia), pag ito ginawa ko may utang kang napakamahal na avatar sakin...

3] Thesis...

4] Exams this week... wala pako narereview!!!!

5] May game nanaman kami this Saturday and Sunday (magkasunod pa!!!!) kalaban namin City High ang JDV (lupit noh???)

6] Isasama ako (together wid Monica and some other person) sa Statistics Competition something ni Sir LJ... sa Oct. 7 na... super lupit...

7] May quiz pa sa Physics bukas... ok lang... wehehe

8] madami nagpapaturo sa Math and Physics... lalong lalo na ung mga makukulit kong mga KAIBIGAN.... [ see what i mean...]

9] and i think may quiz pa sa english bukas.... i think...

10] ung column and articles ko pa for the catalyst... 1000000 times lupit...

sobra... papatayin na talaga ako sa pressure... kung meron lang akong napakalalang case of insomnia pwede kong tapusain lahat to eh.... anyway... wish me luck nalang... tgnan natin kung buhay pa ako by the end of next week.... sigh...

back in time...

2005-09-19T17:12:00.000+08:00

Back in time...

It was only about 2 or 3 weeks ago, when I noticed that he's been avoiding me. Everytime I try to get close to him, he always comes up with something to get away... It made me think that maybe he found out about my secret... that i have a crush on him... I also noticed that he wasn't his usual self anymore... He used to be a laid back, funny, and gentle person before... I just miss him.. I miss his corny jokes... his great advice when he knows i have a problem i couldn't handle alone... I just miss him...

One night i just had a feeling to look at my last year's diary... and there is read anf remembered how much fun we had last year... all the crazy things we did... all the games we played... it was then that i prayed to God to rewind... to go back in time and experience all those memories all over again.. have fun with him all over again...

The week after, I expected to see a scowl on his face again when he saw me... but then, a miracle happened... He actually said 'hi' to me and smiled... I missed that smile... Then, he spent time with us [his friends] like old times... we told each other corny jokes and stories [ no matter how gross] and then we played a lot of games like we used to...

Thank God for giving this to me... Thank you for giving me back my best friend... I never thought we could be this happy again... I will never forget this... ever...

1st TALO!!!! wahaha

2005-09-18T16:37:00.000+08:00

1st TALO!!!! wahaha

Grabe!!! Nagkalat kami kanina.... Basketball game against St. John... lupit. Kala ko pa naman nung una may chance kaming manalo.... Okkkhhhaaayyy ganito un...

Aga aga naming dumating sa Astrodome... ako, si Alyssa, si Eiya [milagro], si Holly Mae at si Crystal... mga 9:00 am andun na kami...pinanood namin BSB game ng JDV vs EDNAS... Pasikat si matias!!!

Ehem anyway, aga aga namin... hulaan mo naman kung anong oras dumating ung aming magaling na coach... 10:45!!! Lupit no... Well, nagwarm-up muna kami tapos inantay naming matapos ung laro ng elementary...

Umpisa palang, nerbiyos na mga teammates ko... sabi ko "isipin nyo lang intrams to..." Kaso wala parin eh... naka 3 shoot na kaagad ang kalaban... kami wala pa... 2nd quarter na ako pinasok ni Sir JP... buong 2nd and 3rd quarter nasa loob ako... basta... nagkalat kami... may naghahabol ng bola.. ung iba desperadong nagshoshoot... kaso wala talaga... natalo... PERO OK LANG...

At least, marami kaming natutunan...

1] next time, isusuot nalang naming ung puti naming uniform... ang init nung black... tsaka malas ata... joke3!!!

2] Kulang kami sa praktis so kelangan regular practice na kami...

3] HUWAG MAGHAHABOL NG BOLA

4] HUWAG MAGPAPASCREEN SA KALABAN... [masakit... pramis...]

5] HUWAG BIBITAWAN ANG BOLA... xet...

6] Anu pa ba??? MAGPRAKTIS NG SHOOTING...

7] Isipin laging may pag-asang mananalo...

8] Pag hindi na alam ang gagawin... sapukin mo na ang kalaban mo... [joke lang ala na me maisip eh....]

Basta... marami kaming napag-aralan... bawi kami next time... pramiz yan...
Sa mga team mates ko... GOOD GAME... kahit nagkalat tayo... enjoy naman... wehehehe

Weird Kindness....

2005-09-16T20:39:00.000+08:00

I really can't believe this... he's been so kind to me all of a sudden. it's been like this for a while but I never really noticed it until now... Remember last year? Competition, fun, and friendship are the only things that I get when I hang out with you/ But now, it feels totally different. First of all, before, when I make mistakes in playing sipa or in math problems, you would usually laugh, smirk, or make an intentional cough that makes me want to smack you... but now, you just kick the sipa again and act as if nothing happened [heck, you would even blame some of the "mascots" for it...]. Secondly, before, everytime I ask for a freebie [coke, food or even candy], you often ignore me or say that you have no money [even though I know that deep in your wallet, you have a lot of cash that you use for conputer games...]. But now, even after making an excuse that the only money left in your wallet is for your ride home, you give me freebies even after I offered to pay you back! I know it's a little shallow but it just feels weird... It makes me so confused right now that I can't even get to sleep... Please explain it to me... or at least give me a sign...

Once upon a december....

2005-07-09T18:16:00.000+08:00

Dancing bears

Painted wings

Things I almost remember

And a song someone sings

Once upon a December

Someone holds me safe and warm

Horses prance through a silver storm

Figures dancing gracefully

Across my memories

Far away

Long ago

Glowing dim as an ember

Things my heart

Used to know

Things that yearns to remember

And a song someone sings

Once upon a December...

Just a little something...

2005-05-21T17:11:00.000+08:00

sigh...
Originally uploaded by vannessangel24.

SAME GROUND

My love
It's been a long time since I cried and left you out of the blue
It's hard leaving you the way where I never wanted to
Self-denial is a game, It's strange
I never would have wanted it until there was you
Because I hace learned that love is beyond what human can imagine
The more it clears the more I have to let you go

*But now I don't understand
Why I'm feeling so bad now
When I know it was my idea
I could've just denied the truth and lied
Now why am I the only one standing stranded on the same ground

Because I have learned that love is a word
Gets thrown a little bit too much
The best excuse to fill the infinite abyss
I never have to fail

If all else fail, would you be there to love me
When all else fail, would you be there to see right through me...

Rhapsody: A Musical Adventure...

2005-05-20T19:17:00.000+08:00

When my mom bought the game for my brother, I was a little on Adventure games because of Chrono Trigger. So when I saw it, I immediately tried it out on the PS. From the first few minutes of it, I liked it at once and I wanted to finish it till the end...

The game was about a girl named Cornet who dreamed about being with her handsome Prince, who resuced her from danger...

After that moment, she wanted so bad to see him again... and to tell him how she feels... So, with the help of her puppet friends, especially Kururu, she joined a contest wherein the prince will chose his bride among the participants... Thanks to one of her "friends" and opponents in the contest, she had a few.. uhm... embarrassing moments...

But she also had some wonderful moments with him... then and there, she admitted that she was in love... And sure enough, the prince felt the same way about her...

But then, 4 sorcerers appeared in the castle and kidnapped the prince! Cornet then set out on a long journey to find and rescue the prince...

Thanks to her friends, she succeeded, married the prince, had a little girl, and lived happily ever after... great story huh?

Why am I telling all this, you may ask? It's because I'm a lot like Cornet... I dream a lot about a handsome Prince who will save me and protect me... who will love me for who i am and who will teach me a lot of things... Sigh... I will keep dreaming until my dreams come true... and my fairy tale will finally live happily ever after....

Since I fell in love with you...

2005-05-20T13:04:00.000+08:00

Allen_wet
Originally uploaded by vannessangel24.

Woke up today thinking of you
Another night and i made my way through
So many dreams still left in my mind
I wish that they would come true
I press rewind and remember when
I close my eyes and I'm with you again
And in the end, I can't feel any pain
Just because I heard your name
The sun's been shining since you came my way
Seems like the rain won't fall anyday
And now my heart beats when i see you
That's the way it has been
Since I fell in love with you...
Walked through the park in the evening air
I heard a voice, when I turned you were there
Won't run away 'coz I just can't escape
The feeling of love everywhere
And when I cry I wish you'd dry my tears
And hold me close for a thousand years
Forget tomorrow and live for today
'Coz now I know that I could have you here...
Now that the river of tears stopped falling
Now that you're here and I don't feel alone
Please don't walk away when the pain starts calling
I just can't make it from here on my own
Please don't let me go...

Allen... Guy of my Dreams...

2005-05-20T13:01:00.000+08:00

AllenWall2
Originally uploaded by vannessangel24.

See this guy? Think he's cute?? I do. Ever since I saw Allen Schezar in the Vision of Escaflowne... I couldn't stop thinking about him... What do I like about him, you may ask? Well, the first thing that I liked about him is... his hair. I've always dreamed of a guy with long hair like his... long, flowing, soft... It's not just the hair though... it's just... he's such a gentleman.. and you can't find anymore of these can you? When he likes a girl, he protects her, takes care of her, and is always worried about her... That's what I've always dreamed of... someone who will take care of me.. and protect me for the rest of my life... sigh... BUT, everyone has a dark side... he's believed to be a real playboy... he also has a son... secretly... Makes you wanna hate him huh? But then as the song goes... "I don't care who you are... where you're from... don't care what you did... as long as you love me..." I really wish this fairy tale would come true for me... sigh... Keep Dreaming...

Once in a Lifetime...

2005-05-19T18:49:00.000+08:00

Been thinkin bout you baby
And I dont know what to do
All I think about is you
Seems everything around me
Things I've never understood
They all make sense when I'm with you.
~Refrain~
Oh, I've heard it before
Finding so called love then you leave it behind
But now I feel so sure
I'll listen to my heart this time
(So I'll put it on the line/ put my heart before my mind)
~Chorus~
I know that what I've found is once in a lifetime
(and) I know there's no way out
Coz its once in a lifetime
I've always been so lonely
No one there for me to hold
And every night was just so cold
Oh don't get me wrong i've been around
But i've resigned myself to thinking
Mine is just another story often told
(Repeat refrain then Chorus)
~Coda~
It's not like im runnin' outta time
I'm takin' everything in stride
It's just i never thought i'd find
what would make me change my mind
(Repeat chorus)

It's our world....

2005-05-19T17:37:00.000+08:00

Girl: I can no longer hold it back
My heart is filled with love
The feeling of love for you

Boy:I can feel your precious heart
Holding your hand in mine
I feel the special love we have

Girl: Is it just a fantasy?
Boy: It's not a fantasy...
Girl: Are we dancing in a dream?
Boy: It's not a dream...
Girl: I never ever want to wake
wake up from the sweet, sweet dream...
Both: It's our world
Our love is everywhere...
Boy: To the sky
Our hearts will soar above
Girl: It's our world
Our love is everywhere
(Boy: Our love is everywhere)
Both: We can fly together on the wings of love...
It's a wonderful feeling, being in love with you
Girl: Please never go...
Boy: I'll always stay...
Both: I never want to stop dancing with you...
This is our world...
And I never ever want to let you... go...
Girl: I love you... my prince (spoken)